Alright.. i'm a little angry right now and there may be tonnes of spelling errors and stuff, but i don't care..

I got to work earlier, and i started to feel so annoyed at whats been happening, and how hes been treating me and his family, and how i feel so out of control. And i suddenly thought 'i have to tell someone..' I rang one of my best friends at work nad suggested making up for a catchup (i haven't been avble to talk on my own with her for a while). We met up at a local restaurant, and after a little while and broke down and told her everything thats been happening, how it all started, how i found out hes married and has kids, how hes been threatening me since. My friend was appalled by it. Her words to me made me realise for the first time in a while just what i'm in 'He's a monster...'

When i got back to work, i felt calmer.. more in control of my thoughts.. and a post someone on here sent to me came into my head, about me having all the cards.

I think something in me just snapped. I went to his office, and told him i wanted to end it, and i wanted him to leave me alone. He just laughed at me. So i said.. 'Well, if you don't stop, i'll go and see your wife and kids.." He started shouting at me then and at one point i thought he was going to choke me. I couldn't get out because he was blocking my way at first, but then he realised i wasn't going to back down for once and let me past.

I haven't carried through my threat yet. I'm still too anxious and het up to get my feelings across properly to them. I have to do it soon though..